Finally.................

I suddenly remembered about them.
I'm gonna see them soon for the netball centralised training which is starting next week.
And before that, i even have selection for the Under 21 Netball Nationals on this coming Saturday.
Wish me luck for that one.
So here is it.
Netball throughout the years.

I always talk about them. Yees, they're my best buddies in this game. Chang & Momoy.

Sabah Netball Team of 2007 (MSSM). 2 years ago.


KK team of 2008. OMG, i look so bigggggg there..


It's the 2008's at Putrajaya.

This year at Keningau. The MSSS. During the finals. Owh yes, we won this one.

Anyway, looking at the pictures bring lots of memories throughout the years.
No more MSSM next year.
Just the National Opens, Sukan Wanita & of course, the Under 21's.
The time certainly felt moving so fast now.
It's been 7 years already, starting where i can't even catch the ball.
Now Form 5 already, and will turn up 17 in just few days.
The day after tomorrow.

6TH MARCH 2009- ANN A. MANSON IS 17.

Don't mind me, ok.
The Monthly Test have just finished & it's really a relieved.
I can focus myself in the school coming bazaar & my final MSSM at Melaka.
Also, i have to finish my homeworks before i check in to the hostel.
Gosh, ADD MATHS.
So, less blogging and online.
Daa daa, off to tuition.

Feeling good?!

I should feel good about myself.
You know, the sense of gratitude. I should have that feeling towards myself 'cause i seldom do.
The fact that i have a family that have been very supportive of what i do,
even with all the arguements that happened before.............
one guy who practically make my life merrier,
and tasting that sweet taste of success recently in the game that i enjoyed the most,
beating Sandakan at last & getting the award as a bonus,
I actually should feel good about myself.
Even despite the fact that 'we' are not talking & the worse thing that had happened,
talking about me behind my back.
That is what i'm feeling pretty bad about the whole thing.
Although come to think of it, it have never been my fault.
And yes, i feel hurt.
Getting the record straight is not hard although how hurtful it could be.
I'm stepping to that building each day with a sigh,
hoping that i will still survive mentally after what it feel like a long, long day.
I took the risk & i dealt with the consequences.
And know what, i have no regrets on doing it.
Well, because for sure, it have never been wrong.
I may no getting all i want and maybe, what i expect,
but like i say before, that's when the sense of gratitude should be rolling in.
It have been tough days, & what it's only February.
At least the coming Monthly Test is not until 6th of March.
Thank God.
But, i'm not sure i'm even taking it with the whole Melaka thing coming on.
Yup, the centralised training.
So, i'm counting on lady luck tomorrow,
hoping me survive for another day.
Surprises come to me every single day,
and one of it, my whole girlfriends join hockey....
God bless them, haha if you know what i mean.
Well, off doing my 'kerja kursus' now................................
Good week to everyone.

GOLD!!!!

So here i am finally back in KK after the whole week at Keningau.
And lemme tell you, this time its biggy. GOODY, NEWS!!
Owh yes, finally GOLD!!
Yes, GOLD FOR THE U18 BARAT NETBALL TEAM FOR MSSS!!
Yes, it's Barat now & not KK. I know, what the heck, right??!
But, i'm too happy too even feel bad about the name.
We finally beat the Sandakan team.
At my final year. Boy, i'm glad.
I thought my Valentine going to be a big bummer, but
hey, he have always supported me & what's better,
i even get this.................................................

BEST PLAYER FOR MSSS UNDER 18 CATEGORY!!

Another collection to my MSSS medals.

So, i was just so worry with me being captain of team & also with the little training we had.
But thank God, we managed to grab GOLD this year.
I didn't even expect the award that i get.
When they said,
" Memegang posisi GD........"
everyone was looking for me, and i didn't want to put my hopes high with me getting it last year,
then, " dari pasukan Barat........"
Boy, am i smiling & everyone was shouting... It was my name.
It's really a blessing for me.
Even Mum, Dad & Eric went all the way to Keningau to support me............
I am really so grateful with all this things i have.
Momoy cried & i do understand why.
Well, they lost and it's their final year.
It is arkward to play against my own best friends with Chang & Momoy plays as partners
against my team. But i do what i have to do
& I GOT MY AIM!
But at least we were more.
chosen again to nationals next month, so i guess they weren't that sad anymore.

18-23rd MARCH 2009- MSSM NETBALL AT MELAKA.

Guess i'm going & it's my final year.
I'm glad my final year of MSSS ended up this way.
WE WON
& that's what matters.
I can go back to school with a big smile now.
Although i was actually feeling quite tired just now.
So, i'm now off to catch up all the homeworks that i missed for the past week!!
Gosh, it's a lot.............
But for sure, i'm not going to get over the memories at Keningau that soon...........

:)

Latest update!! VALENTINE's coming!!

Alas, a chance to blog & improvise it. Thank God.
It finally look similar to normal.
It's a bit plain though, as i see it. But........
that's the least thing i can do because i don't really have time to blog again nowadays with everything that's going around me.
So, what about me lately??
Just finish the 2 papers of EXCEL last week.
And lemme tell you,
IT WAS NOT EASY!!
MORAL & ADD MATHS were 'freakin hard..
But i done my best.
Although somehow A1 or A2 is really imposibble..
Sigh...........
See, i'm sighing again. Have to stop doing that.
Owh yeah before i forgot to tell,
after all the netball riots i have before,
THE FRANSISCAN Under 18 netball team is in TOP 4 this year.
That's really an accomplish for our school even without a proper coach compared to the other schools.
We played hard & somehow, we were proud of ourselves despite the fact that we can get better than that.
Anyhow, 'they' doesnt even care about the u18 team.
And yet, WE DID IT even without them!! HAH!!
So, the dilemma...

12-14 FEB 2008 - MSS SABAH NETBALL at Keningau ( state level)
*Oooh yes, i'm CHOSEN again but again, like every year, the only one in my school.......*
But also on the SAME DATE,
- MSSD KK ATHLETICS
* Sigh................................................*

See, i know what's going to happen.
And i know Papa Jahat is going to show me that dissapointed face of his, which makes feel real guilty.. But HOW??
It's not my fault it's clashed. Again.
It really is not. And obviously, i'm going for netball. No 50/50 again this.
Whatever it, i'm just gonna deal with it tomorrow.
Wish me luck & hope things, at least, on this final year, goes well..
Well...............
VALENTINE IS COMING!!!


And you ask me about that no 6 in my previous list,
nguahahaa HE LOOOOVEEEESSSS ME!!
Hahahaahahaha
Just,
too bad i'm not gonna be with him during that special day.
But still he lurve me....

So off to little revision & early sleep,
netball centralised training starts tomorrow the whole day..

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Hey there.
For those who have reading my blog, i know you realise the changes on my blog.
Well all because of the damn template that i accidentally change.
I can't get my old template before so i just have to live with this one at the moment.
It is still in the middle of adjustment & so on.
So hope you can just deal with it & still enjoy reading it. :p
Wishing everyone have a great week!

Luck, luck,luck.

So it have been a very, long busy week.......
It's a wonder that i'm still able to update this blog of mine..
It just because sometimes i can't make myself sleep early although i'm very exhausted that day..
I dunno, that's just me..
And somehow i'm kinda used to the remarks that people made..
That i look tired...
But that thinner part is so untrue..
I have never become skinny & i never will...
hah??! :p
Anyway, lot of things have happened for the past few days..
Mini Sports Day was last Saturday, where by i managed to remain my stake as the gold medal winner for the 400 m Hurdles race & still silver medal for 3rd year in the row for 4x400m.
I was nervous for nothing.. Ceh, perasan..
Frankly, i was better in my run. I knew it 'cause i felt it & hey, that was a damn good thing.
Then on Monday until Wednesday for the week we had EXCEL..
It was ok but i dunno la..
I bet my classmates, most of them have hardly studying for it since everyone was excited for
SPORTS DAY!!
Duh, isn't it obvious??
It's because of the cheer of course..
And yeahye FOKKER won the cheerleading & also marching!!!
We get 3rd with the whole thing but we had fun.
I even felt the nerve for 100 m Hurdles Race but hah, i get throught it.
Whhuiih, it felt really great especially knowing it would be my final run for that event after 5 years..
Hahaha it's holiday now for our school!!!
But.........................
sad thing, No NOO holiday for me...
Yes.
Sigghhhh..............................................
umm again
siggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........................................
I guess i'm kinda used to it.............................
NETBALL MSSSG KK IS COMING, ON THE 29TH-31ST JAN!!
After training so hard, alas IT'S FINALLY ALMOST HERE!!
I'm kinda nervous i think..
Final, FinaL. FINAL!!!
Woww.
I'm worried & anxious.
Lady Luck, please be on our side this time.
And also.
EQUUS SHOW THIS WEEK!!
The 1st show have just started...............
Hope we can pull this off!!
After they have worked really hard for this....
Hey......... A big, biggy smile for them!!
So now, i just need pray that i can break a leg & pull everything off..
Please, please & please......
My brain is cracking crazily & i need my damn resttttt!!!!
Nite, nite everyone.
Kindly pray for me & my team that we can break a leg in the tournament & come back to Convent with a smile & a trophy!!!

GOOD DAY??!!

I am about to say that i'm having a good today today just few hours ago..
Not the best day in my life, but just a good day..
Guess i spoke too soon, isn't it??
Actually, i have a lot of things to be happy about TODAY...........
Even the most little thing can make me happy at that very moment...
Everyone in class was so super excited for the SPORTS DAY tomorrow..
They make cheer skirts, talk like sot-sot today & we're just really like this bunch of crazy people who somehow stuck in this all-girls school..
I wasn't even feeling tense about anything but just having a fun, fun time with my girlfriends just now........

But the real REASONS WHY I CAN BE SO HAPPY TODAY???!!.....:

1) We FINALLY get our MSSG netball call-letter from Maktab Sabah during 'pulang' time today.
YES, yes & its about time we get it. We have been working really hard for it & somehow, i felt shouting to the teachers in charge, " Hah, you see. I TOLD YOU!!!" I feel like jumping in the air that time as i have been really patient waiting for it after being comdemn by the 'superior'. Ish..

But that was that time...

2) At last, Dad found the perfect tuition for me.
It's not really a tuition, but morely an Education Centre. I have been searching for the best place to continue my extra lessons since the extra lessons i get in the tuition centre before wasn't really just right for me & since then, i have been searching everywhere for it. Place that have no distractions from study. At least i don't have to worry about that anymore.

3) I haven't have a single arguement with anyone today.
Not even teachers nor my family. I didn't have to deal with all the teacher's crap & rebel against it. The 'superior' can take a relieved sigh now.
But that's what they thought.

4) I've been talking with my sports buddies whom i miss so much.
I am really looking forward to meet them and that's why i really, really wanna go Keningau for the netball state level next month. It's our final year baaaaa & i'm soooooo wannnnna meet Chang, Momoy & Mel. I wannnnaaaaa huuuggggggg them so tightly until they gonna cry.
I even met Larry just now & somehow, he reminds me of our days in Likas hostel.

5) I have come to my senses & in the term of trying to believe that my family actually love me.
Ok, i know this is like super crap but hey, i didn't felt loved for quite a long time. Even Eric whom have been one annoying brother that a girl can have, also have been really supportive with me.

6) He loves me........ Nguhahahaahaha

But i dunno, life is sometimes so UNFAIR to me.
This day had been really 'freakin good & i felt on top of the world at one tiniest moment
UNTIL
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.
.
.
.
.
.
.
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COACH CALLED ME!
Yes, she call me & told me some unexpected news that i SOOOOOOOOOOOO
wanna punch anything that was around me at that time..........
Teacher ****** don't show up for the netball meeting at all during this afternoon,
leaving a question mark to my coach... ?????????
I was so positive about the whole netball thing but SEE???!!!
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED NOW.
WHY??!!!
JUST TELL ME WHY??!!
I am just a student, a girl who happens to love this game & become really good in this.
It's my ' FREAKIN FINAL YEAR baaaaa.........
WHAT HAVE WE DONE???!!
NOTHING.
We just train really hard.
I worked my ass off for the team & i wasn't even suppose to coach them..
DAMN, damn, damnnnnnn........................
Fortunately, coach told me what to do to ensure my school team's entry in the tournament.
Phhuiiihhh....
I WANNA GO KENINGAU & MELAKA THIS YEAR!!
Yes, for MSSM!!!
Somehow, they'll feel sorry for this.
For now, i'm just gonna be a little patient with them cause
i am so irritated to THE MAX now with this people.............................
I can just annoy them until they really going to avoid me..
And you think, i'm gonna care??
No way, man....
Ok, i'm gonna get my sleep now.
I just hope i can run & jump the hurdles tomorrow...
I know, i can run & jump but i just dunno if i can go really fast like last year.
It would be my last run of athletics, i suppose.
So i just need all the luck i can get...