A busy week, yet great weekend..

SASATNESS, people!!

The past week have been really crazy as there so many that events and things on that particular week. There must be really something special about last week. Formal events, birthday parties and it's also good that i managed to go for SPM Clinic. I got to spent time with lots of friends, near and far, those who i didn't get to see often too.

5K, MKTB SBH CLASS PARTY OF 2009

Glad that Momoy & Oiyoe make it to the party.

Yay, got to spent time with him..

My long time best friend, Brandon Soh. Wrong class this him.

Its Jill & Laurell. They looked real good during the party.

It was a nice class party. Their teachers were really sporting and its nice to meet all my old primary school friends back. Some of them i knew from sports. Seriously, i had fun that night. Its really good to watch the band and played some games.

Next two days, I went for the Spm Clinic and while getting knowledge, i even get to hang out with some friends.

With dearest Idiot, DaI.

It was no doubt a tiring weekend but i get at least to be 'high high' and 'sot sot'. Short word, ' SASAT!! ' Hahahahha. So, anyway, from this day, you gonna see me less online-ing now. Reality check. I am having SPM real soon. So, less time online, more to STUDY. Maybe just once a week. I just have to bear with it laa... Looking forward for a more relaxing, free weekend.

p/s: sory, i know miss some birthday parties. Iwas too occupied baa. I still love you all. Here i would like to wish......

3rd August 2009- MICHELLE CHU CHING MEI, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! 17 today!!!

4rd August 2009- IVA AISHAH MANSOR, you're next in the line to be 17! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

:)

Retire at last..

I'm finally 'retired' today. Everything was surprise today including myself. It is definitely one of my most memorable day of my life. Yes, i'm glad that i finally can considered myself RETIRED from the Prefect Board after becoming one for about 10 years since primary school. It was never an easy job, yet i have to admit that there are few things i'm really gonna miss about being a prefect. Everyone keep saying, " Mesti u will miss rehat awal this, kan?" hahahahah,no doubt, that is one of the reasons. But it's more than that. It have given me chance to be friends with a lot of people with different characters and attitudes, and have this special bond with some of them. Now i understand what the previous seniors feel when i am one. I was grateful that my beloved family were able to show up to be there for me. Even Eric skipped school today. It was a simple ceremony of Prefect's Installation of 2009/2010. Of course i'm not one of the prefects to be installed. LOL
I just finished doing my speech the night before, 'cause i was really not sure on how to express everything on one speech especially in Malay. Yet, when i was doing it, i was inspired about a lot of things merely my family and my 'sasatness' friends. When i was finally done with it, i was satisfied with it, and just waiting for the next day to let it all out. But then when i was there on that stage, suddenly i feel the nerve. Yet, i know i done my best in doing my job as headgirl and that moment, i just take a deep breath and let it all out. I know that a lot of people was surprised when i utter those word, but then it is one courageous speech that i've done and i'm proud of it. It was simply something sincere . that comes from heart. Maybe I'm just too outspoken and bold, but i don't care about what people think that time. So, now i'm officially retired with the rest of the Form 5 prefects and tomorrow, i will be going to any other school just like any other students.
All the prefects. Retired, continuing service and the newbies. Headgirl of 2009/2010, Seri leading the vow.

While waiting for the ceremony to start..

Pic taken from Eric.. The 'retired' ones

Giving candle to and receiving flower from Seri.. Bahh at last time for me to pass the job..

Smiling at Eric that time.

Giving my memorable speech. Ceh

After the ceremony. Group photo.

Daddy, mommy, me and Eric.

Well i'm sure gonna miss having duty with a lot of people but it's more to a sigh of relieved as i'm free from the school management stuff. I'm glad to write down messages for the people that i sayang. I'm also happy that i got to thank a lot of people during my speech especially, my parents, Eric, my friends and 5ST. Everyone realise that Eric surprised to hear his name mentioned during my speech. He is my only brother and who always support me in everything i do. I hope Eric didnt read this owh.Thanks to Jane for her sweet message, to Sulina for your gift and message, to Konea for the sweet chocolates, Asyiqin for the lovely flowers and all of you for pure friendship towards me. I'll treasure it, i always will. Owh ya, and to Idiot daI, thanks for everything. I will always remember it no matter what.

Also i'm really speechless with the party that my class 5ST made for me. You guys are awesome.

I sure wish all the best to Seri, Mimi and Sam and the Prefectorial Board of 2009/2010 in their duty.

Lastly, thanks everyone for your love today and now i am officially an average student.

P/s: A poem that i'm sure some people remember

We all have one life to live
One heart to beat
One chance to live our dream
To live like we want it to be
We will make many choices along the way
That’s why we have Friends that will help
Us on our way
Day to day, Year to year
There are many hardships along the way
So always carry a smile every which way
Because with one smile you can brighten someone’s day
And make it a cheerful year Just one chance to make an impression on someone
So be good to all you see for someday
They may become a boss to you and me
I do not know what a waits ahead of me
And what surprises may come my way
But I’m sure I will live a joyful life

Being random feels good..

I never really update this blog because lately, i never know what to talk about. I always lost in my own thoughts in class, when i try to sleep, in the car. In short word, everywhere. I've been thinking too much about every single thing, even the simplest to the biggest possiblities that could ever happen to me and my life. There's no doubt that there's a lot of things that crossed my mind. I never could guess why that happen.

I'm not bluffing when i said this is my toughest year. And its not even particularly about SPM. SPM just part of it. Everything seems pretty hard now and I couldn't even explain what i mean by that. See?? Everything in me seems pretty tangled up and it's just way, way to complex to sort it. Such as i'm not the kind of person who likes to receive orders and i always make a point of demanding my independence. That's just me. Too bad for those people who don't like that about me. But i do make my point clear, i never really do care about what people talked about me especially this year. Yeah, there are compliments which i appreciate it very much or worse, bad gossips about me, whom i think that they could just look at their own self first before judging other people. Randomness, i suddeny talk about all this things 'cause i know it happens. Well, i felt sorry for those people, i'm just too immune to it already. :)

7 years in sports, 5 years in high school. It all seems pretty fast. I am just now going to focus on my priority which is SPM and then i'm gonna look forward for a new beginning next year. Next year would be different because i'm not gonna be in high school anymore. Somehow, i'm not sure if i ever gonna step on my own high school after that. Well, well it's just too early to say that, isn't it?

Let's get back to reality. Actually, i just can't wait to 'retire' already. I'm sick of teacher's demands from me, expecting theirs orders to be fulfilled, never thought about me having my own precious time to be in class. Yes, i know we should look teachers in a good perspective but don't you think sometimes they're gone overboard?? They probably gonna strangle me after they read this but i just have to say this. Sometimes it's just not fair, isn't it? Stii, sorry, i seriously have not bad intention despite everything that i just express here

I'm really just being random now. I can say about a lot of things but there are some few things i rather keep it to myself. This could be even much more longer. Sigghh, tomorrow's Monday already. I always hated Monday. Luck, luck tomorrow.

Qilzcha, Ann & Noor Syaridah

Well Chang txt me lately and today, i saw Mr Momoy @ Larry Lian at Centre Point today.
I guess i miss them. All of a sudden.
That explain the header picture up there.
Know each other since we're 12 and been friends ever since.

Picture psychos!!

Momoy and I. Another scene of picture pscychos.

Our turn together. My phone this time
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Our blessed friendship.
QILZCHA MALAN, ANN ALETHEIA & NOORSYARIDAH IBRAHIM

Naahh got already

waaahhhh loooong, LOONG time already i don't update this blog.
I don't really have the acssess already to go online whenever i want to since there are so many things to do nowadays & the laptop we have, you seen, there's been a little bit damage here and there.
Don't even ask me why. So just bear with me k.
Some people have been asking me to update this blog so many times.
Well here it is now.
So 2nd semester has started and it means less time for me to online.
I'm looking forward to 'retiring' soon, hehe ..
'Retiring' you ask?
It means that i will be an average student in one month.
Yes one month. I'am no more prefect.
Also means more 'freedom' for me.
And when that time comes, i can take a deep breath and feel relieved about it.
Now i just need myself now.
The sasat Ann, tha Ann that can be 'high, high'.
Just pretend you know what i mean.
owh gosh again i have to go. So, just bear with me la ahh.. :)

Yeaah, haha exam's OVER!!

Sorry, sorry, sooorryy..
I just finished my exam that had been last for 3 weeks..
I dunno how the rest & i survived, but yet, we still managed..
I think it have been a while since i checked the net, feel a bit lost here..
So i'm just relieved that EXAM's really OVER.. Yeah, not SPM..
But at least i can now relax a little bit, not rushing home & study subjects for next day's papers.
It's not that you have to stop studying but exam season is really a bit stressful.
Holiday 's coming thou & i'm quite looking forward for it.
I need a break from school duties.
I JUST REALLY, REALLY NEED A BREAK.
It feels really good to slowly get things done,
you never want to have that long list of things to do. It feels crazy to think about it, so you might as well not to think much about it but just try to get it done. I more week of school, then it's 2 weeks of holidays. Even during the holidays, i have to think of IU Day. Haha, gila.
Seriously, i just feel like giving up and surrender. But that's like taking the easy way out to handle things. I'm not the kind of person who gives up easily ( not that i being modest or anything). People just like to talk nowadays, not like i even care but there are times that you're so annoyed with those buzzing, i just really wanna keep their mouth shut. Ooopss, too harsh?? Nothing really interesting actually, i just look forward for the holidays and not other things.
I feel like going out from KK for a while, maybe i will. Family plans, i hope. Just few days. Just to let go of being tight for a while. That would be really, really nice. Of couse, before that i have to get all my stuff done first. I'll have new update here soon.

I'm back.....

It have been a long time since i blog..............
It felt like forever & now here i am, updating it.
Well, frankly now,
I'm trying to get back on track in my life.
Finishing one sport tournament after another is not easy, but the worse part is
coming back to school feeling blurry about everything.
I am trying to organise myself back, trying to catch up all those lessons that i missed and at the same time, trying to get all my homeworks done.
Praise God, i didn't miss much since i was away from school just from 3 days for the recent tournament.
But still i miss tuition lessons because of the under 21 netball training so guess i consider that's a lot of things to catch up.
School was ok, just ok since there are things going around in school.
MAK ( Majlis Anugerah Kecemerlangan ) is coming up and taking another sports achievement award just like every year.
Reading this, you kinda guess that my life is basically about my studies especially with the upcoming SPM and of course, SPORTS.
I never can get over that but no matter how important that seems to me, still studies is still the main priority.
Now at this very moment, i felt there was something missing.
I might be smiling each day, but i kinda feel nothing nowadays.
Maybe, i miss Jacky. I didn't get to see him nowadays, with him busy with hockey tournaments and now after i keep leaving him for sports, now it's his turn to do the same.
Yes, he's going somewhere ( not sure where yet) next week, the whole week for another tournament. Well, this is how we are, always going somewhere for sports, leaving each other to miss the other. But we're kinda used to that.
So, i'm living my life now as a student, exam's next month & i have to not to think much about other thing than studies now.
Well, here's some pics from the
Under 21 Netball Youth Championsip recently at Stadium Kiara, KL.

After our game. Sabah Under 21 Team

After our last game against Perak. I look chubby. Gosh.

Last pose. Haha. Should be doing cooling down now.

At KLIA. Waiting for our flight to home sweet home.

So, that's about it. Off doing ADD MATHS project now.