Gosh gosh gosh. Its March already. Oh yes, it is usually my favourite month of the year. Why? Easy. Cause its the month when i get older. Nothing special happens on my day actually. I never really celebrate it. I never make it as a big deal. Just to see who remembers. They usually say that those who remember are the ones who usually cares. I dont know if it's true thou. It just that when it is my birthday, it feels like such a blessing to live another year for another great memories. It sound so emotional, i know that, but it just feels that way. The sense of gratitude.
Flash backs during previous years, at March, it was when i usually got tanned. That means that i'm still having my sport season, checking in hostel for training and going somewhere for tournaments. I still am but obviously not for MSSM, not anymore. I also had to balance my time well for my studies because this month was also the start off for examinations. I get darker & thinner, because of the lack of rest and sleep. Those were during the school days.
YES. SPM RESULT!!!!!!
Where i head to next? When exactly? What to pursue?
"God, i don't care if my birthday sucks. All i wish for is that i will get SPM results with flying colours. It will all worth it."
But then, i know i worked hard for it. I just don't know if it's good enough. So, i should be grateful with whatever i get. Because i struggle really,really hard. I'm not the only one. I'm sure most of us did our best. I just have to be patient for a little time more. It is so soon anyway. So now, 18 alert! The day after tomorrow.
18=Key to adolescence stage of life.
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