Monday, January 25, 2010

The BLACK & WHITE RAINBOW Theathre is going on.

The first week of the theathre is done and there are 3 more shows to go.
Whhoaahh.............
It was going on really good. To know that we're finally start on the shows after two months of busy preparation, it was really a good feeling. We worked really hard for this.
Going to schools, sleepless night, energy and time, not forgeting no time for socialising stuff, you seriously have no idea. Then, when you think about the positive side on it, to get to spent time and hang around, it worth the hard work and tiredness.

Budak-budak baru habis SPM.

Most of my peeps will be coming for the upcoming shows. It would be nice to meet most of them again. It is seriously hard to keep in touch. Even with facebook or handphones. After this theathre, i will take time to chill and relax with friends. Also focus on driving lessons. And mayb, JUST MAYBE find a job. I'm trying not to rely much on my parents. Just hope whatever i'm planning to do going well laa.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Gaaawwwdd, mind. Stop thinking.


I'm trying to sleep. But i just can't.
What's the time already? 12.13 am.
I just cant sleep.
I mean, i am SUPPOSE to be tired because of the longgg day today.
But then, here i am, in front of my note book and wasting my time on it. I guess i am just thinking too much. Thank goodness to Lalitha and Sarah for the conversation we had earlier.
Then they hit the sack, i'm still here figuring about why i am thinking soo much about everything that is happening around me. The eyebags is gonna stay permanent if i keep on staying late like
this.
Hmm, part of my thoughts is education. I feel that i am so certainly sure with what i want to pursue. It is still gonna be life science. Unlike most of my groupies who would go for law.
I'm just partly worried about this.
And also....................

YOU.
Stop being super nice to me 'cause it will never change the way i think about you.
You're just a friend and a good friend indeed. I really would like to keep it that way.
It makes feel guilty to see you and to know that you've try hard for something that is not worth it.
You know it and just dont let me say it again. It keep bothering me.
Just stop. Stop trying.

I'm really trying to start fresh here. How i wish i know where to start.........

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Hanging out with my peeps

Oh yes.
Finally i got to meet up with my gangs after not seeing them for quite some time. All thanks to Keith for planning and informing everyone. Well NOT everyone able to show up for some reasons. What to do laa kan.
Despite the rain, it was a good picnic. We have a good time, just hanging out & catching up on each other. It is always fun to spent time this people.

My girlfriends :D

There's some silly joke here. But i have no idea what.
My babes, kan guys? ahahhaha :p
The acoustics from Ralphy make it merrier
My guy best friend. :)

*Sighs* I seriously miss you guys laa. Now with some of us started working, study & also some with other own programs, who know when are we going to hang out again. All of us. :(
Everyone is like going everywhere now and doing their own thing. Not that i'm not happy with the fact that you guys are doing something with your life. Believe me, i am.
The point is to keep in touch and catch up on each other. We will baa, kan? :D

Sooooooo........
It will be a long, long week this week. Going to Seri Insan later with the guys to do a workshop for the students. Theathre starting this weekend.
Trying to make it to Convent's Sports Day this saturday too. Not forgetting workouts and trainings for the upcoming tournament.
Gosh and i thought i will be so free...


Thursday, January 14, 2010

5 Pure Science, Class of 2009. Convent.

I came across this picture just few minutes ago.
It make me walk down the memory lane. It bring back all the high school memories.
Can you guess which one is me? I'm at the end of the left side. The one who's laughing. Pretty cute huh? :D
I forgot who drew this. Is it Lee Wei, guys? Or Gerald?
Oh well, i seriously am missing my class.
5 Pure Science. Class of 2009.

Most of us have been classmates for 5 years. And you guys have definitely rock my high school life.
I knew some of them have continue their studies, some are working and some are staying at home, being lazy bums. I just hope no matter where you are, you will find success in your way.
For sure, this chapter of life that we shared will always and always be remembered.
I'm waiting for a reunion. We should have a reunion with our beloved form teacher, Mr Ramlih.

"5ST rocks my socks." No doubt about that.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

What's up to me now?

With the 2010 startoff, it is supposingly to be a new school semester for most people. Not me thou. At least not yet. I'm just pretty much occupied with the Black & White Rainbow theathre & workout lately. Thank goodness for that. If not, boredom could kill me literally. After all, i don't want to go all sleep.eat.TV. all the time during this free time i have. 'Cause i'll ended up become gumuk. And is highly possible for high school leavers. So, better resist now than later. :D

With the theathre stuff going on, i've been hanging out with the guys a lot lately. I've thought of my girlfriends and i've freakin miss them. Sorry girls, will catch up with you guys soon k. I just hope we got to spend to our quality time together before everyone really heading to their own way of college life. Yeah. College. Even my sayang goes college already. It will be my turn soon.

And yeah what's wrong with people lately?
I can't help not to feel bad about it. I mean, come on.
Burn churches now, then what war?!
I feel sick for those people who do it. Religions is all about good things. It taught us to even respect other religions. Just because of one word, you wanna make a big deal out of it.
Screw those people. Screw 1 Malaysia.
Don't get me wrong. I just blame those people who can't just give it a rest & live peacefully.
Dissapointing. Very, very dissapointing.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

A great 2009

I'm back.

Blogging, i mean. Since i am officially done with high school. I pretty much kill my own blog. But i guess you guys can understand with me busy with SPM & stuff. Wait!what is SPM again? Hehehehh. :D

2009 have been a great year for me.

And why you ask? Well, it has been a tough year for me mentally and physically and it was much, much tougher compared to my previous high school years. But yet, i managed to pull through and survived until today. I simply have learned a lot of things throughout my days as a Franciscan and i also gain memorable experiences that i would never ever forget. Frankly, part of miss high school a lot but big part of me really glad that i'm over high school for real. I am now looking forward for new beginnings that that i believe i will find in college life. Sooooo.....
Bye Convent
.

2009 have bring such an impact in my life.
I try new things.
I met new people in life.
I create a stronger bond with them.
The best thing is....
I am a BETTER person than what i am before.

I admit that i make mistakes but I learn from it to become better. That's how things suppose to be, right? When i ponder back deeply about everything that had happened, i am now 100% sure that i have no regrets in making all those mistakes. Because if i don't, then i wouldn't be able to learn and grow up. And i have this people to thank for making my 2009 such a great year. It's been a pleasure creating great memories with all of you & we have years to come to create more.

My small family.
My girlfriends and boyfriends. :p
My mates.
My 'budak-budak'
Jacky.
And finally, my soul sister. :)

I SAYANGG YOU GUYS SOOO DAMN MUCH.
We had fun, right??
Now, cheers to 2010. I have my own resolutions for this year but seriously, i don't really know what to expect this year. I'm hoping for a great SPM results. And not forgetting, my education life after that. Which means, new environment, new friends and new aim. For the time being, i'm just gonna go along with my workout & training routines and also helping with the BLACK & WHITE RAINBOW Theathre.
Just helping and NOT acting. Get tickets from me. Heheheheh :D

Happy back to school, kids. :))


Form 5, 2009. Before retiring. :)