I really do HATEEE THEM??!!

Yes, i HATEEEEE them..!!
If you were wondering, it is my 'beloved' school whom i hated so much..
I think you can see that in my Facebook status.. If i'm only an average student in school,
i really will make a " HATEE THE SCHOOL!!!!" banner & start a riot..
I shouldn't be getting any problem at school on the first week but yes, i am having trouble now in school..
The problem to ' negotiate' with them ...
They said i was wrong to do this, i have no right to do that & bla, bla, bla...
What it is about???
NETBALL.
Yes, NETBALL.
The game that i loved so much.
The game that i have put everything into. ENERGY. TIME. HARD WORK.
Not even almost, EVERYTHING.
Each year, it's always the same problem that i have to face. What ever bu** s**t that they're been saying, i really don't get them.
Our school team was the only team who's having this trouble. The other school team doesn't seem to have this problem.
Their teachers have always been there to support & assist them.
But WE???
Not even one teacher showed up in our training or at least help us to 'negotiate' with the school with what-so-ever prosedure...
Come on laaa..................
We're putting all our effort in it & every year, we sure to have a placing.
I'm not being over confident here that we will win again this year but at least we are trying our best. Not even just best, OUR VERY BEST..
And again you're blaming me for all this, saying that i simply overdoing thing...
HEELLLLOOOOOO???!!
Have you even ever see us train??
No, right??
Then you guys cannot simply just judge us...
Waiting you guys to give us the approval letter will be like forever..
How i know???
EVERY YEAR like that....
Why the other school can start their training already even without verbally??
Why the teachers are always there to help them with anything??
WHHYYYYY??
I really would like to tell this to my coach, maybe even SOONER....
Compared to previous years also, this year we only a very little time to train..
Only 1 week since last Wednesday.
We even have to skip the cross country practice everyday.

Here's the dates of TAKWIM KOKUM of the year of 2009 * include the academic tests*.

14 JAN - SCHOOL CROSS COUNTRY
15 JAN - EXCEL TEST
* I miss the one day test but it's only BM baa.. I will try to take it later..
15-17 JAN- NETBALL MSSG KK
17 JAN - SCHOOL MINI SPORTS
* I might miss 2 events because of netball or i have to run back to back from Likas Court to Likas Stadium to participate in those events*
19-21 JAN- EXCEL TEST again
22 JAN - SCHOOL SPORTS DAY
2-3 FEB - EXCEL TEST agaaaiiiinnnn
12-14 FEB- NETBALL MSS SABAH
- ATHLETICS MSSD KK
* Bye bye athletics. It clashed, AGAIN this year just like 2007. Now you know why i dreaded to talk to Papa Jahat. Exactly the same date*
18- 23 MARCH - NETBALL MSSM

Handball will be on April, but i still have to really think before i join that.
After all, it's SPM this year. No freakin' joke, SPM!!
I'm worried, of course, don't say i'm not..
And i'm really, really will try my best in doing what is right.
Nowadays, when i'm in school, i prefer to be quiet & stay in class.
' cause honestly, i hate being in the staff room where i've been comdemned day by day.
I dunno how people look & judge me in school now, but frankly, i don't even care.
Hope is always there but yet, i've never expected things to always go my way.
Only simple miracles.
The past week have been rough but true, problem are everywhere.
So, now i'll be not surfing the net for quite a while because of the busy semester.
Maybe sometimes.
Pretty sure most of us will do that now.
I really need all the luck i can get now.
Sometimes, it's just not fair.
Especially when we are trying our best.
Hopefully...,
everyone can understand................................