Today at school..

Hmm, normal day at school today.. Lots of homeworks that have to be pass up.. Nothing extraordinary happen today.. Sadly.. What la me dis.. I should be grateful things went quite normally today.. But then , me & my girlfriends always have crappy talks.. You know, about stuff, like guys, school & etc. But about this one, i'm not sure if its crappy since its something about our decisions for next year, our year of SPM.. lalala.. Here goes ,

Me : M, are you going to join EAK next year?

M : Nope. I think i make it clear that i'm not going to join anything next year except for mooting.. I've had enough & I think I really have to stick for my main priority like studies.. SPM next year owh..

Me : Are you serious? Not even debate?

M : Yup, not even debate.

I : I'm going to join debate next year.

M : Good for you. But i speak for myself k.. I think, no matter what i join, the thing is its going to ended up to the more important thing which is studies, of course.. I think my experiences for this years is enough for me in the future.

I : Yeah. I just want experience ba. I jus want to win like 1 round & the rest , i just hope we lose.

Me : Ok, thats what you think.. Its good la.. I speak for myself also ok.. I will still join sports since like sports actually make me appreciate my studies.. Just like now, when i have nothing to do, i ended up feeling so free until i so lazy to study. Especially its like my last year in high school, of course i wanna join since i've been joining sports like since i'm a kid.

* M smiled

I didn't blame them for thinking that way 'cause thats their decision.. Especially when SPM is next year.. I know my priority is also mainly is studies.. But sorry to say, i'm not the kind of people who can stand to be at school & just studying.. To relax, i have to go out, do sports & socialise.. Next year my last year la.. I can't stop sports just like that.. I'm gonna be crazy.. Its my farewell year to everyone.. Not really la but to most of them.. & More importantly, its hard to be a N.E.R.D. With books all the time * sorry, no offense.. I wanna be smart but not in that way. Not without having to socialise.. I never really that impressed with brainies who get all A1's in SPM but just stay at school, doing nothing. C'mon la.. Its our teenage life, we have to struggle in studies, yes, but at the same time, we have to enjoy our young life.. In the future, we'll be like married, working lady & lots of more personal responsibilities waiting for us.. LOL.. OMG!! I just can't imagine.. Well, thats what i think.. Sorry for those who are offended..
Anyway, we have our Interact meeting today( only the Form 4 Interactors).. Talking about our Installation Nite.. ( haha, i'm not even B.O.D) I don't know la.. I used to be really into Interact but sadly, dunno what's wrong with me now.. Maybe I just hate R for mocking the Prefectorial Board Installation.. Excuse me, since when you have the right to do that?? I'm really pissed off but i just hmm, like whatever la.. Don't get me wrong, i still like Interact, & i'm still into it since i'm an Interactor myself.. Its just that i have to not only think about Interact 'cause i too have other responsibilities to lead.. huhu.. if you know what i mean.. It just that a lot of us change.. That is the reason why my perspective over them change too.. Lots of silly excuses.. Let just wait & see what future holds.. I have a lot of thing in my mind now & i have to deal it one by one.. No one can help me... Thats for sure.. 'cause for some weird reasons, it will turn out to be more trouble than good things.. Sorry but like it or not. thats actually the truth.. Well have to go now..
Got netball friendly match later & i have to get ready. Physics tuition is also tonite.. Damn, new, freaky teacher..
P.s i might just crap. so just ignore what i say k.. Its just, well, me.. LOL!! Lame..

xxx, A